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It feels good to know that he yells at me
My heart skips a beat when
He says he wish he never met a like me
I start an argument on purpose
I love to hear his reaction
It's always "*** you G" or a smack in the face that's hard enough to kill me
He knows I'm a thot
That's why he thought he could control my ever move
But it's my fault because I slept with 10 of his friends while he was ***ing Jewel
G stands for gullible
How dumb could I be
I pay for his clothes but he still lies to me
My heart and my head are one big contradiction
The clubs,the weed, the ecstasy,and the lies are things that spark my addiction or should I say the fuel to my fire
I wonder if I will ever get tired of this man who turns me on, but is just a I ***ed and a liar
I can learn from this lesson but I chose not to cause
After my stepfather raped me when I was five and continued to until i was nine physical and verbal abuse was my only forms of affection
I still talk to him when I'm lonely
And in need of someone to look at me
You have seen everything you have seen from me
This is the perspective of me
I'm a girl
A beast,a nymphomaniac, a predator, prey
The lion, the sheep
The killer, the victim
It's me
I AM G
P.s.-I think I am pregnant by him and I am as happy as can be.
