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I have a fire everlasting
I smell the ashes in my nose and heat in my fingertips
The only way to get rid of it is through acids trips
And all the water from the roses I was never given
I stayed only in hopes of you giving me a flower or at least kissing me for an hour
I hoped that you could give me a holy sense of love cause I didn’t want God to smell saliva and sin on me
I wanted a family that actually to me
I wanted a lover who held tight enough to stop my ability to cry
But know all I can see is the flames that have yet to die
Who am I?
A good ****?
Eye candy?
Good luck?
A fire that keeps you warm when others make you tired?
Did I burn you?
Is that why you threw me away?
Did I hurt you?
Is that why you won’t look my way?
I’ve been eaten
Not in a sexual way
But in a manner in which
All I could feel was pain
My fire can be spotted from here into space
My fire is the only thing that stayed
© 3 days ago, Janiya rhyme
