Drowning in sadness

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Drowning in sadness

I am the note before suicide 
I am the tear that brim the eyes 
That penetrate the skin 
Leaving visiting  scars 

I am the note before suicide 
I am the bird flying over the dead sea 
Searching for land 
Nesting until predators feast 

I am the note before suicide  
I am the sun who visit the skies 
Waiting to be seen 
Until the clouds devour brightness 
The dark Chaos 
When night falls killing the dreams 

I am the note before suicide 
I am the fingers 
That palms into a fist 
Recharging strength 
Relapsing 
Allowing weakened thoughts 
I am becoming a walking nightmare 
Waiting to be awaking from the matrix 
.........what's is reality 
Just a unwritten suicide note 
that's the true reality