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My harsh reality
I had to face
Everyone will not like you
Most will envy you
Most will jealous you
Most will also hate you
For things you can't even see in yourself
Most of these people are closer to you than you can think
Hunger for attention and being accepted
Is a natural expectation
However some strive over boundaries to achieve it
While others say "*** it" and leave it
For those who leave it
I deeply understand
But do it for yourself
Your love matters when there's no one else
Trust me a phrase my girl hates
But in this cold place
Trust is all you have
Even when it doesn't come true as you planned
Which doesn't mean it's over
The sun shines for many days
Deep depression my heart filled with rage
Wondering when this cloud would go away
Not realizing my harsh reality I put myself in
Taking L's looking for wins
Not knowing what's in front of my face
Labeled as many things negative
But nothing great
Cause of my own perception
My lethal weapon
Tough critic of self
Walking away with welts
In my harsh reality
A battle I'm happy for going through
Just to see the clouds break
While the sun peeped through
MY HARSH REALITY
