my life

           coming out of a womb of a lady that did'nt even want me thinking of ways as she trying to erase me what i dont understand is that if you didnt want me why you layed up and recieved .. something that your eyes  wasnt ready to see? trying to make sense of it all not even knowing your favorite color or what made you sad you was pushing me away when you was all i had .. im sorry if i ruined your life and came in it unexpectedly but just because you didnt want me does not mean your heart cant beat for me giving your heart to unknown faces whispering sweet stuff in your ear like its pose to erase this do they know about me? or am i invisible a mistake something that cant be traced? i wonder if you know how i feel you think i asked for this? did you ever think about abortion i know you wished you did well guess what!! IM HERE!! wether you wanted me here or not so stop acting like it never happend, stop acting like you forgot .. I AM A MISTAKE!! and you made that clear all i wanted was someone to love me.. but i do thank you for letting me see THAT I CAME OUT OF A WOMB OF A LADY THAT TRIED TO ERASE ME..!