Memories packed away in suitcases stored
in dark closets collecting dust
Love refused as old clothes unfit for use
tattered and scattered about her heart
like tumbleweeds on a prairie 
desiccated under the sun
Will she ever love again? 
She doubts it 
For the pain of heartbreak 
has taken its toll 
and left her shameless
Now she finds solace 
in the empty faces 
of the myriad men and women 
who fancies her punani 
for pennies on the pound
 
An endless parade of debauchery and 
degradation in which she
if only for a moment
pretends to be loved
 
It is in this state of 
exhilarated emotions
that she feels totally alive
totally free to be herself 
to breathe
to love
and be loved 
If only for that moment
it feels real and tangible
In this she finds comfort
with this 
She finds peace

