snap

Have you ever felt that you were spread too thin? Afraid to snap back because it would harm more than just yourself. Have you ever felt that they can see your efforts because theyre only measured on their scales? Have you ever felt like that silence was unappreciated... But instead it ignited an arguement that was undeserving.... If only they knew that silence once was a shortness of breath in between loud screeching cries because your anxiety attacked once more. Have they ever noticed the ball of your fist and the redness of your cheeks as you force the next sentence out, in a voice so sweet..... That didn't once, once be. It used to be a long angry roar, ended up with a glass ridden floor... From all the broken emotions and fist imprinted doors. They'll never know how far the hyperventilation went in the hot steamy shower... Letting the minutes turn to hrs to erase away the pain of such failures. Theyll never know how you looked in that mirror and vowed to KEEP YOU. No matter what they do. As deep as it gets, their loyalty lies within them. They cannot forsake themselves, no matter how much they pretend. Its about starting over and over.... Like; May they allow you to snap back when your spread too thin...