But can I be myself?
May I overreact when things arent intact?
Can I bathe in the feeling where serenity was hacked? May I be me? Without an crazy blowout?
May you love me; when you see I don't know how?
May I please feel this pain of this unsteadiness that you've created? Without arguements, confrontations and feeling as though I baited?
May I mourn what we once had; Good times they appeared to me, simultaneously to you were bad.
May I have this moment?
Just to loathe in my mind.
May I have the chance to leave what once was behind?
Before we overlook, all the chances we've took?
Before we oversee what we will never be?
Before I give this chance and opportunity to be something greater;
I'd like to scar my heart, and make permanent these moments; so it wont happen later.
May I be me?