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I'm tired of crying
I'm aging backwards while everyone I love is dying
To stay sane, I keep on trying
They say I'm special, but I know they're lying
Staring and whispering but, my illness only affect my body but my brain has been realizing
My common sense always stay utilizing
So, to the mockery, I want be replying
I'm the one enduring the pain an love, from a condition, that's stabilizing
While OTHERS show pity, That's not enticing
So, what is normalcy
Can you explain the definition to me
Because, I was created by the same God, he just made me a little unique
Along with, my emotions and feelings playing hide and seek
But God, I know your Will, I have to let it be
Oh how I need this pain to be set free
What's going to happen when my life is complete
As for now, I keep God in my heart,with honor, love, respect, and dignity,
Standing in the truth, is my sworn votary
Folks say the word "DIFFERENT"means, Your look is not in accordance, with society
We were made in the imitation of God, the almighty
But, who's ever seen him, nobody
check the history
So how could I be different and thrown to the streets
Like a animal tearing through, raw meat
Like legs, with no feet
So indifference, we as a whole must defeat
This war were at, is spiritually
But, folks are so blind they can't even see
How a lot of souls are still asleep
But, I'm awake and also drained mentally
So, I'll voice my feelings lyrically
All the way up into the death of me
