Benjamin Button Effect

I'm tired of crying

I'm  aging backwards while everyone I love is dying

To stay sane, I keep on trying

They say I'm special, but I know they're lying

Staring and whispering but, my illness only affect my body but my brain has been realizing

My common sense always stay utilizing

So, to the mockery, I want be replying

I'm the one enduring the pain an love, from a condition, that's stabilizing

While OTHERS show pity, That's not enticing

So, what is normalcy

Can you explain the definition to me

Because, I was created by the same God, he just made me a little unique

Along with, my emotions and feelings playing hide and seek

But God, I know your Will, I have to let it be

Oh how I need this pain to be set free

What's going to happen when my life is complete

As for now, I keep God in my heart,with honor, love, respect, and dignity,

Standing in the truth, is my sworn votary

Folks say the word "DIFFERENT"means, Your look is not in accordance, with society

We were made in the imitation of God, the almighty

But, who's ever seen him, nobody

check the history

So how could I be different and thrown to the streets

Like a animal tearing through, raw meat

Like legs, with no feet

So indifference, we as a whole must defeat

This war were at, is spiritually

But, folks are so blind they can't even see

How a lot of souls are still asleep

But, I'm awake and also drained mentally

So, I'll voice my feelings lyrically

All the way up into the death of me