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how are we going to stay together
if we can't keep it from falling apart
I don't care anymore about the things
I once adored put it all behind me
a song and a few lyrics remind me
of what I left in the mist of fleeing
things I do continue to think about
still remain things I can do without
you should see my eyes every time
you go live I feel something rise then
die inside true feeling have no where
to hide there's not enough space for
the amount of emotions that runs
down my face sometimes I could
kick myself but that would hurt way
too much to bear time just keeps
on passing like fukk u I don't care
moving into the cosmic atmosphere
my mind don't think the same
my outlook my focus my aim
its not easy it never stopped being hard
the paint is still peeling underneath
the stainless steel ceiling
in a dilapidated building
where I left the pain
never to feel again
filled up on those pills again
laid my head down on those
bills again I'll kill the next person
who says pray again
on the edge bout to jump
then I hear a thump
I'm home again
damn!!!
