I feel you in my sleep
I wake up to find you not here
I lay there
Hands on my stomach
Sweating
Wondering
Was
I dreaming really
Were you really there
Everything felt so real
Your kiss
Your caress
I feel you all the time
In my mind
In my dreams
Through out my days
The unmistakable smell of you
Reality
Your only a thought
But I feel you
I swear
I see you at a glance
I sit smiling across the table
At you
I cuddle up at night with you
Your presence is all about me
Reminding me
Constantly
Of what I miss
Like clouds in the sky
Your there, I see you
But you could never reach you
Never physically able to touch you
We always in the end
Get what we deserve
I deserve to have these never ending
Thoughts of you
Waking up not next to you
©Robin. J 2017