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I have been spoiled by life and I endure in it. I think it was the violence that inspired me, the sweet swiftness on not thinking and just acting. LIfe was a thug and I was thugging it out. But I was doing it slow and deliberate, I saw the dark side and just stared into th abyss but never crossed the theshold.
There are some things that are not meant for me and I was shown the way and you can give him any name you wish. He protected me, a quiet voice in the front of my mind, constantly chattering, clicking and clittering and ultimately I listened.
I should have clicked my heels twice but i did it three times and smiled when I did it. I was tempting fate but I was tempted and temptation is an interesting mistress.
She spoiled me.
