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are you awake coz I can't sleep
I try to think less about you
my thoughts want let me out you
even if I tried I couldn't doubt you
it's like hell trying to live without you
I have friends but friends come and go
truth is true friends pass away too low
waking up telling myself to let you go
I want to tho I may be soft spoken
before you go I have to let you know
telling myself didn't I tell you so
not much to life but sitting through funerals
it was hard to cry through the hurricane
couldn't take no more rain on the plane
flights canceled couldn't go on the plane
wishing I had wings or at lease fins to swim
through all the dark matter in my brain
on a lot of stuff can't feel no pain
eyes wide open spotting trains
shrouded in the hood seeing things
not so good you wouldn't come back
even if you could manage to do that
these times are for envying the dead
you went out in a bang before you could
take a swing this curse is a cancerous disease
causing enough pain to bring a quarterback
down to his knees we have to get up
we can't stay down there
stay up here where there's fresh air
this is what I do, think about you
like what would you do if you
were still here and I was gone
