Undomesticated flow

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breathtaking hallucinogens ashes to generation exodus a child trapped in my body want to come out and party mischievous behavior hard to behave suicidal inner tendencies fiendish grin killer smile undressing possessing suppressing confession about a Smith and Wesson what happened on Normandy @ Western demonic chronic I'm on it split into many juveniles convicts convicted felons many doors inside me broken mirrors on every wall playing ball in the house jumping from couch to couch mind gone on vacation to Disneyland spinning around on a teacup somewhere in wonderland pen in my hand doodling scribbling piddling bored to death doing nothing cursed on nothing left on the first day seen a lot of birthdays 8/19 is my Earth day no cake & ice cream presents or nice dreams I scream in pain back in the day calling my mamas name hit by many strays living to count the shots still ain't seen my worse day in Watts were blood flow tears don't show and fear is lonely in need of company not good companionship for a Blood or a Crip never claimed a gang pay attention soles slip resistant live by a code don't blow the whistle forget the gun wear a pistol on full clip when in doubt let it rip into a soul all this kill lodged in me trying to get it out through poetry writing to enlighten and lighten a load too heavy for one to hold drop one of my foes body somebody payback and slay cannibalistically mutilating and feasting on my enemies taking back what the devil stole from me in attempt to silence me still I plan to speak can't flow on empty got to eat to tell my side of the story so the truth will be told like the game is to be sold never show my hand until I fold like paper words turn into vapor my pen banish to dust and these beast in me rest in peace