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I thought that I could love you
Somewhere in my head I really thought that I could give you what you were needing
To be that glue, that reattached all of your broken pieces
So you could smile
I pulled all of the tricks from out of the bag
Ran to your aid whenever my phone rang
Held you whenever you needed someone to lean on
Drank, ate and tasted the sweetness of your flesh as you melted in my arms…while moaning my name
I was there…with the intentions to love
I stood at the door waiting for an answer
Whispered your name wrote out this poetic speech that I can no longer remember
Etched my heart and soul into this mental picture that cannot be replicated
Reached my hands out with every intention to catch you
Yet you pushed me away
You looked into my eyes and seen the possibilities
Toyed with my mind, rewired my train of thought
And took my love for you and placed it into the flames
I watched it burn as you drifted further and further away
And now you stand before me wanting to recreate, yet it is impossible
My love for you was not designed to be like the phoenix
It was never meant to re-emerge from out of the ashes and sore high into the skies
This heart of mine was only meant to play the fool but only two times
You attempted to revive this love that was unwilling to return from out of the light
You tried to kiss your way back into my life
Pull and crawl your way back to what once was
Yet all you found was emptiness
There was no connection
You were dead to me
Physically you were here, I could feel your body smell your sent
Your soft breathing filled my ears…and that was really it
We stared into each others eyes knowing that this was the end
Knowing that we could never ever be
I thanked you for coming you asked to return again
I told you to drive safely, as see you soon drifted into the coldness behind you
I closed the door…I didn't’t bother to see you off
I didn't’t even remember…that I used to love you
