Rambling

CATEGORY

life

Can I Vent?

Am I hexed?

Why do I love people that don’t love me?

I’m always thinking of others but I’m forgettable

I guess I’m trying to give the world something it never gave me

but that’s stupid right?

I should be bitter  

I should be hateful

I should be mad 24/7

but I’m not,

I choose to be an optimist

You’d say it raining while I’d say the earth is reviving itself

Don’t get me wrong, I’m a realist too

I see things for what they are...

that’s why when a house of cards fall, I’m more disappointed than broken

because of that they say I have no emotion

They say I’m cold but

That’s a lie

I feel everything

that’s why I’m always hurting

You see, My dad is gone

& honestly I’m not sure if my mother loves me

That’s why I think I’m cursed

because at some point everyone I love leaves me

& I don’t know what I’m doing wrong

I know I get angry when you make bad decisions

but if I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t care

so now I’ll try to do everything right

One day my efforts will pay off & somebody is going to love me for me

Thanks for listening

I really appreciate it