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Got my heart feeling dirtier than a pigsty
People assume I am like a bully or tough guy
Send you messages you leave me on standby
When your desires turn on you stop by
This is the only time I get a reply
You are good at hiding behind your secrets
Never will your emotions show treatments
I hold a heavy heart with grievance
Being chewed up like filthy cocktail peanuts
The mind takes over and begins to think
One after another the gulps get harder from my drink
My days are being consume of you being unfaithful
Why can't I let you go, my heart makes it unable
Wish this feelings were stable
Memories I have of us are all so playful
Tears are produced from the inside
In your love I can't confide
This confusion has me knotted up and tied
Always so busy with other people on the side
Little at a time I feel myself loosing my pride
You are the one I chose to be my bride
Catching you constantly in lies
Is worst than finding a honest rabbi
Your feelings toward me at first had me feeling high
Stop playing yourself before we give eachother a blackeye
Wish I could grow wings leave you behind
