if i speak

CATEGORY

life

you cast the first blow

striked hard and true 

striked deep 

you never contemplated 

the pain inflicted 

took the first blow 

disregarded the pain 

it would inflict 

selfishly you acted 

left me conflicted 

left me pondering defeat 

left me bleeding 

with toxic thoughts 

poisoning the love i have 

my love for you slowly withering 

every moment at you i gaze

my heart goes ablaze

the pain you caused ignited 

im lost for words 

and only time will my words return 

at this state only anger remains 

and if i speak 

i might regret the words i'll utter