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Contemplating
This complicated existence
You’ve put me through
A nightmare I had forgotten
Buried deep and repressed
Now come true
Uncomfortable in my own skin
This feeling was never my kin
It existed in spaces
That were foreign
Now it’s in a space where you’re in
I’m plagued by insecurities
They cruel around my skin
Covering every inch of rationality I possess
Escaping this place a difficult process
A process I must endure
In order to gain my freedom
And be at peace once more
All while Contemplating
This dreadful existence
You’ve put me though
