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you changed your mind
I stand alone
convincing mine that
you were gone
how could you
have my back
when you didn't
even take my side
saying you'd be there for me
where were you when I arrived
in a place where I knew no one
with no place to go
you were my only hope
of a new beginning
left with no choice
but to turn back to
where I started from
scratched you off the list
trying to forget you exist
I wished you dead
I wished we never met
knowing you was my regret
now I know why you
wanted to keep us a secret
it used to hurt a lot
now it stings a lil bit
broken trust in stuff that
once made me whole
this half heatedness
is getting old
the warmth of my blood
is turning cold
I swear I don't trust a soul
in a heartbeat I'll let go
holding on is impossible
a lesson lived is a lesson learned
long as I live I'll be learning
where there's smoke
for sure something's burning
thank you for saving me
from self destructiveness
