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My mind has been swimming lately.
Not like swimming in a pool - but this is more like the ocean
Where the waves are so high that I cannot see the one behind it
People, waves of people and responsibilities
One of those long words that they force you to add to memory
When it is a memory they would rather soon forget
Their actions are strong and mind filled with regrets
Not greatly for anything, not my feet above the earth
Not the capacity to breathe deep, strong, and hard
I am running rough-shod through life
with no respect and many regrets
So maybe I have become truely responsible.
I wish they would take it easy on me though
or better yet, I would take it easier on myself.
