At times this long letter I want to write...Expressing the lows you make me feel especially at night....The warmth of my tears make my skin light...Each night after my prayers are said...Actions of our day play in my head...The things you said...Inside make me feel dead...With no last breath to take I lay thinking about whats ahead...Today you said I know enough already about you...With me what are you trying to pursue...Will it be only to benefit your whole...You always have this full control...But why cant I let go with all you show...Sometimes to painful to write so the dice of life I roll...waiting patiently to see your next goal...To hurt me with words that burn like coal...My heart will never be the same after destroy my soul