The time has come for things to be answered.
Am I hoping you'll say the opposite of what I'm feeling.
You've gotten silent and you look away.
Right then my heart knew.
You began to explain how I've changed and how im not the same.
How could I be.
I've sacrificed me , now you shun me.
Smiling for a picture I'm not in.
Pictures always perfect even when the knife is in your back.
Betrayal , lust and envy.
I hate her, she hates me and we both love you.
Your rich with a poor soul.
Draped in temptation every encounter is turbulent.
I can't let go.
I feel like I'm owed.
What did I invest in? What am I doing?
I need your energy I crave it.
I'm trying to wing myself your a drug.
Every hit pulls me back
Stealing my focused
Addicted to you.
Memorized taken away
I have to be done.
Even if I'm addicted to you