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don't ask me to forgive you when I already gave you your life back when I decided to put the knife back to give you your life back though you put one in my back you wanna talk about that I had love for you thought you loved me to you act like you like me to follow me you know this poetries about my biggest fan thank you for all the lifetime views you wanna make peace with me when I already called a truce deciding not to bang on you don't know how close you came to the flame on the candle I lit for you I knew you since we were babies never thought one day you would up and betray me since you're living I know I've changed used to dwell on hurtful things put my fist through walls to see some change all I waned to do was breakthrough every time I did it was too late to mama used to say "what's wrong you" under my breath I whispered "what's right with you" I didn't give her no lip I played my role she wrote the script portrayed myself to be someone else to please someone else never feeling like myself couldn't fit into the scheme of things so I stuck my head in a cloud and started dreaming things delusional I was seeing things closed my eyes started hearing things paranoid I was believing things started reading books at a much younger age a young prodigy too young gifted and black to make the front page wounded deep a hole in me like a cake baked in a bunt pan having to to gasp in order to grasp some air even fire needs oxygen to breathe so you want to talk to me for what to tell me you're heartily sorry for scarring me I already forgave you