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You asked me, "Am I living in vain?"
My answer to you was, "Not really."
Once my life was hit with the hardest devastation, which left my heart shattered
I couldn't find it in myself to believe reality nor to accept the ending to my happiness.
I couldn't find closure to my pain; a feeling no heart ever wishes to feel, no mind will ever forget.
It left me troubled, confused, isolated, and full of disappointments. I even lost time that shouldn't have been lost.
The devastation only gave me all the determination, motive, and knowledge I had within me to challenge how my heart felt
My true will of faith kept my cry of pain from breaking me.
My will of faith and God's blessings healed my heart to help me love again.
My will of faith and God's blessings healed my mind to help me think Logical again.
My will of faith and God's blessings healed my soul to help me feel inspiration again,
To rise to my highest level over any disappointments that may cross my path again.
The sharpest slices of life had cut through my heart, blood gushing from my veins, left a scar so deep within my inner soul and left a wound so damaging no mind could ever picture and no eyes could ever bare to see.
In time that scar healed within my progress because I have always believed in my will of faith, courage, strength, blessings, wisdom, encouragement, determination, motive, possibility, forgiveness, power of healing and understanding through me
Through the midst of my smile I no longer cry
Today I feel no pain. I do not notice any blockage nor open wounds. I see no scars and I sense no leakage in my life.
I have love in my heart that will travel many miles throughout many minds and souls.
I have a touch that will warm many hearts on the coldest days.
I express meanings with honesty.
I attract minds with a heart of great satisfaction within me,
Blessings. the will of faith and God's flow of gifts run through me
I attract you and your presence gives me meaning.
Ask me that question again and I'll look you directly in your brown eyes and tell you
No
My living is not in vain.
Sabrina Williams (Chris)
