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Even if you hate me I don’t hate you
I know I was bad
But now I’m a dad
Can’t have my seeds running the streets with no shoes
Grind like the world owe me
The world gon see
The diamond from out the ruff
Time and time it was rough
Can’t have my kids growing up like me
Some put hate on me some damn put praise on me
Day after day
With no shame
I kept going
I looked like a hobo but my kids were glowing
If ion get paid then they don’t get no plate
Seen my way n I took it
Couldn’t do college
So I booked it
Spit that heat the from the heart I cooked em
Like drug fiends
I hooked em
Show me somebody as good
Under streets lights
I stood
I fought my way through my trials
I kept it real when
Friends did me foul
My kids ain’t have nobody but me
Never judged you
So don’t judge me
When I face God
Ima fall in his arms
I know I did evil
But you know my heart
I did what I did to keep my kids out the dark
Couldn’t cry if I want to
The tears been cried
Couldn’t live on the straight n narrow
I tried
But I ain’t complaining I made it thru the raining
In the jungle like lion
Came out shining
I use to be dirty
Damn anybody whose ever tried to hurt me
Don’t worry no hurry you gon get what’s coming to you
that I won’t mention
Compare my
Lyrics to
The black magic of the wicked wickard
No answers from heaven turnt me to a menace
Can’t give out live light
It’s darkness I’m living
It’s darkness I’m feeling
They never will get it
I’m no hero
I’m no villain
I do what I do for my children
I cannot fail em
I wanna be a angel
Yet I take risks
That put me in danger
When it don’t go my way
I get angry
Go to lashing out
Go to spazzing out
Then I smoke a lot
Just to calm down
That’s to spare you
If only you knew
I spared you
God was watching and destroy one of his creations
I would dare to
Thought I ain’t care
I was scared too
Didn’t want you to hurt me
So I fled you
Until we meet again
And I plan to
When you go to heaven
Hopefully I’m there too
