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A loss for words
Rendered me speechless
Unrecollectable actions
Desperately try to resurface.
But remain forever drowned
In glass bottoms.
An inebriated tongue unknowingly
Spake words of unintentional pain
Causing teardrops to waterfall from
Blurred eye wells even though
Repeatedly being wiped away.
Heartbreak ensued when
The realization of their pain
Could no longer be hidden
But by then it was too late.
A multitude of emotions blindly
Took turns surfacing and resurfacing
Very few words were remembered
Yet a single line stuck in my mind.
Attempts to reach out to regain
Recollections of the event
Fell on tear soaked ears
So I digress to allow needed space.
Hopefully things will change
Praying for forgiveness
With explanation and reassurance
Of mistakes not being repeated.
He hates seeing me like this.
Never again will I let this happen.
I’m ashamed I let it happen.
And now with knowledge of
Mere rambling was all that
Had taken place and my
Over thinking levels were
Nothing short of in the stratosphere
I was cleared of any wrongdoings
No feelings were hurt
Just one of the sighs of relief
That came over me
The other was the feeling of a cold
Dozen egg yolks running
Down my face.
10/22 LP45
