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The Violet Flower (04082026)

She stands in a place where the ground still aches

Where everything around her has already given in

She doesn’t call for help

She learned not to disturb the peace

There was a time she might have cried out in misery 

Before the silence taught her how to master the art of being still

If you happen to see her
you might call her beautiful but fragile

But you would be partly right 

She's beautiful but not fragile at all

While everything shatters around her she still stands

In a place that has

Forgotten mercy

Forgotten kindness

Forgotten the sound of laughter that didn’t break into violence

Forgotten how to honor a queen

Forgotten what it truly means to be a king

Forgotten how to hold life
without crushing it

Forgotten what it means
to leave something whole

Forgotten how to communicate<...

Dark Callback (04062026)

sometimes Heaven gets a call and the caller is me and I want to talk to someone I believe is there but I am told "there's no one here by that name" I hang up disappointed think for awhile then dial the other place thinking to myself there must be some kind of mistake the phone rings and rings and rings then the voicemail picks up at the tone I don't know what to say I know I don't want to leave my number I don't want the devil to call me back I drop the call then pause and decide to call Heaven back it rings one time then a dude name Peter answers the phone and says "didn't you call before" I said yeah! PEE-ter!” I need to know and before I could get all the words out Peter said "didn't I tell you there's no one here by that name at that point "PeeT" was getting on my last nerve I was perturb he didn't understand how things are done in the real world so I asked to speak to a manager a supervisor someone in charge “P’Tuh!” got offended like I was implying he wasn't doin...

The Situation

It's out for delivery you can't track

it nothing to indicate how many stops away

you have stuff to do but you have to stay

no matter how long it takes

you have to wait it's nearing the end of the day

you get a email it's been delayed

not sure if it'll be today but it's still on the way

you spent the whole day expecting it to arrive

suddenly you're in a mood and no one knows why

anger doesn't come with a disclaimer

 it arrives without warning

escalation of unexpressed emotions

 in other words an explosion

like playing with a gun with the safety off

but really it's no one's fault

Addicted To Hope (03042026)

words like drums every line attack

double up the flow never fall off track

snap on the snare when I paint these facts

808 pulse make the whole world crack

mindset make moves like a chest piece

chasing the first thought never second guess me

built the sound proof now I manifest peace

heartbeat knock on the wall of my chest

it talks yeah it speaks it doesn't text

every piece hits like a coded message

I keep thinking the beat gone change but the thumps stay the same

no pressure no stress got a wave to catch

quick witted like a standup comedian

handle hecklers like opps in the audience

only break bread with those at the table passing the potatoes

never lend never borrow is my moto

collecting bricks like I'm building sh**

stacking up virtual accomplishments

in no rush to meet the goal

watching prophecy unfold
in a time l...

Between (04042026)

The difference between a believer

and a believer is a believer believes.

The Loop (03032026)

I come I go I never leave

if I do I'm not gone for long

before I return

the road is a wide turn

not a straight path

either I stop or I pass

All The Cruel Deeds (03032026)

all the ramifications are extremely severe harsh cruel and difficult to bear hard to watch can't help but stare at the unforgiving far reaching effect the immense pain suffering and hardship dealt out ruthless punishment relieving deep anger and desire for retribution the answered call to the passionate effort to get even prayers didn't fall on deaf ears "God still hear God still here" inflicting similar harm to what was received the defender of the people is still and is still in control (iykyk)

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