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Rocking myself to sleep
Oh, how this hurts....
It hurts so bad I can not even cry and even if I cried you still don't see the harm that you have done on my life. You still don't see that you have overacted to end this beautiful thing.
I have been rocking myself to sleep for almost a week.
My eyes swollen,
my heart is broken,
my voice cracks and breaks,
my former lover oh, how my heart breaks.
Moments of confusion,
my insides are a unstable fusion.
How can I fix this when my mine and heart says to let this be.
Because we will face this brick wall again when you feel that I am not given all that I have already given.
But you ask me if I am o.k. yet you know that I am not.
I am hurting allot!!
I am rocking myself back n forth for hours still my body feels that it can't go anymore.
Why has this wonderful thing that we have come to an end.
My lover, my companion & my friend all gone in swoop because I didn't for one day communicate with you.
Tonight I will be cradled in a corner torturing myself in thoughts, memories and moments to never be again.
I wish, I pray for angel to lull me to sleep forever and ever again.
Naz'e
6/20/2013
