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my self esteem is not even as high as i make it seem
i get so caught up in the attention at times
then i realize how i feel i’m worth less than two dimes.
like i’m sorta kinda trapped in my mind
but in reality i know if we take a break and rewind
i don’t really know where my heads at
i look at myself and think “eww people like that”
see i always show i need to be by myself
but i’m trapped inside my mind steady screaming for help
but no one hears me
and at times i really do get weary
all the alcohol & thc man that’s not even the real me
i’m a smart girl
the good one
the one that rarely has fun
and it’s funny that i view myself in such a bad way
when i know i am beautiful at the end of the day
see the lashes and lipgloss is all a disguise
to hide my true feelings
the ones i really despise.
