Stuck in Neutral

In Search Of Everything

Imagine being in search of everything and in the end finding nothing. A wasteful life of indulgence only to end up in a wasteline and a fat wasteband. My pants couldnt fit and I was left with an empty table with no gifts. I was looking forward to this and somehow I am here. 

I swayed back and forth with the rising and lowering tide and it was one h*ll of a ride. But just to get here. 

How unsatisfying.

Stuck in Neutral

I was stuck in neutral, I had to apply the gas. So I put on the pressure and things have never been better. I was better. I was cruising through life on hard mode. I had a hot temper, I was known to explode. I wanted all parts of the smoke, heck, the fire too. 

I was making a dangerous brew. Corn liquor and I aint no ordinary ******. I was baptised in all of this and reborn. I came from the womb and broke through and all that was left for me to do was get out of neutral. 

How Far Would You Go?

It sounds like a simple enough question, how far would you go? I mean for success, for the thing that you want. You have to really want it and see it materialize before it materilzes. That is the nature of magic. It is already in you and you have the power to bring it to life. 

I will be looking for you on the other side of your dreams. See you soon.

Protection

You dont need protection when you stop seeing evil in the world. I am not saying it doesn't exist but you have to see the good things that are awaiting you. You are awesome and you have to embrace even with all the weapons that they are trying to form against you. 

This wasnt going to be an easy win, and you strived through it all. 

So here you stand, unecumbered and always moving forward. Unprotected.

Croutons

Some of yall be acting real salty, yall need to be on top of a salad. We need to make sure your system is cleaned out. It doesnt make sense to be that constipated. 

You made it bro. You conquered what tried to kill so why are you tripping. This is not the time to hate, but its time to do something more, be more than you thought you could be. 

This is your DESTINY. You can decide on the destination. Right now, this is your station in life so stop hesitating to get on the next train. 

Chill out crouton. 

You Big Back B*tch

Well, it had to be said. You were getting greedy and doing big back on top of big back. You must have thought I was going to cut you some slack. I bet you thought I was going say cake. 

Look at you, now you hungry again and let me be clear. I AM NOT ON THE MENU. 

I handing out plates and this one is straight to your face. Booya!

Masquerade

I was pretending to be something Im not, like I didnt deserve what God had in store for me. I took it out of storage and didnt even have to polish it off. It was rightfully so and I was rightfully woe that it took me this long to find it. I was on God's plan and the tree was bearing fruit. 

I was ten toes in and had a smurk and a grin on my face at the same time. I was time to open the wine, let it flow into those places that I never thought I was supposed to go but I am a seed and I was supposed to grow. 

I am magnificient and I magnify this gift. 

Barking Up The Wrong Tree

You need to tread lightly, I have been lightiing people up all week, not acting right as such, so I had to put the touch on them. I was wickedly good at it and I still have more in the tank. 

Thank you, you chose to be an ally and I think you picked the right side. I been standing right since the beginning, grinning, and watching the world go to and fro. 

And there you go., testing God's patience. I wish you all the best with that.

Pickle Pickle

I thought I was in one, a pickle. I was actually in two. The first one was that I heard dumb sh*t, the second one was that I actually believed it. It is one thing to sow doubt, it is another thing to let it grow like weeds. 

But what did you expect, I was surrounded by naysayers. They wanted me to lay down and I kept standing up. They wouldnt stand with me. I become an outsider. It felt like I was crawling away when I should have sprinted. 

I was a level above their bullsh*t and I kept apologizing. There was no need to. I wasnt in the right but I was with the abundance of God. 

There was nothing more that I had to say.

Wait A Minute

I am speaking confidently into my life. I was speaking a different shade of purple today. My voice was vibrant and I wanted the world to know that I was here. It was clear to me, the path was what it was and I was happy to walk it. 

Im walking it now and you are walking it with me. These streets are gritty so grit your teeth and let the world know you are still here. 

You are not just moving in the world, you have a purpose and I can see it in your eyes. You are destined to be where you exactly plant your feet to be. Love the world and more so because you are in it.