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This journal required me to step out of my comfort zone and give credence to the originality of its merit. I have always stood by my creed that the mind is a terrible thing to squander, and the heart is an organ that requires the gift of love.
My convictions in life are rooted in accepting everyone’s core values and offering insight as civilization would accept their presence. Yet what happens when your faith, your belief, and everything you deem spiritual as necessary for survival is tested. Do you claim your honor, do you assume your outlook is the path to the light, or do you learn to acknowledge and teach.
I am venturing into Forensic Psychology at a Masters Degree level. This subfield of psychology involves applying psychological knowledge and methods to civil and criminal legal questions. My professional credentials will grant me access to conduct screenings and assessments on inmates, consult with attorneys and advocates, converse with prison staff and judicial personnel, and administer court ordered psychological evaluations.
Those entrusted to my care must have their mental status validated. If their mindset has been traumatized emotionally, or their mentality has been altered or brainwashed to become dangerous to self or others, or if they suffer from post stress or any random act of abhorrence, these issues fall under my jurisdiction. I must uphold my medical oath and determine if the individual is capable of surviving outside the altered norm of their mind, and if they understand the consequences of their actions.
This opportunity allowed me to understand my personal assessments with dignity and respect. I bow out of sacred reverence to my French Haitian Creole ancestry for guiding me through such a bold written piece upon my sacred scrolls of disavowal. It must be done, and this too shall pass.
In my previous segment entitled Step Up Into The Light, I introduced my hypothesis on religious theories and how they can act as catalysts for a person to plea one of the four mental disorder defenses: M Naghten, Irresistible Impulse, Substantial Capacity, and Durham. I study several avenues from demonolatry worshipping aversions and ways one can mentally submit and use that submission as a variable to gain admission to a forensic psychiatric facility.
Without my Sax's warmth, I will most likely be sleeping with the lights on during the hours of research for the five hundred page thesis I must submit before graduating on several psychosis disorders.
Psychosis is a syndrome or group of symptoms. Schizophrenia is a mental illness that causes psychosis.
Genesis 6:4 reads as follows: The Nephilim were in the earth in those days, and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bore children to them. The same were the mighty men that were of old, the men of renown.
There are numerous epochs I must consider before I contemplate this write without sounding biased or facetious. Malevolent and treachery have always been the cornerstone from B C to A D. The battle between Archangel Michael and his host of angels and Lucifer, Gods most trusted cherub, who attempted to overtake the third throne of Heaven. After Lucifers dethronement, one third of Heavens angels pursued him. This will be my prime focus in part three of this journal series.
Was this the beginning of the fall of mankind’s will, the enticement of the world to choose a righteous path, or the mental adaptation that the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
If this were a case study of a patient who has denounced their faith, it is true that theology plays a role in what a person believes, or in certain circumstances, what an atheist adopts. If this person were accused of a hate crime, a serial killer who used humans as satanic sacrifices, or any subject accused of a crime involving Satanism or Occultism, my psychological assessment would determine their competency.
In a court of law, the evidence comes down to what the prosecutor can make the jury believe. In my field, it comes down to how I convince the court in my best ethical judgment whether the accused is fit to stand trial or mentally incompetent.
A professional therapist or counselor must heed several approaches and take all accurate mental disorders into account. Most patients detained for heinous crimes undergo due process, and if a defending attorney suspects mental welfare concerns, the offender will be given a psych evaluation for competency.
It is safe to assume many mental abnormalities of criminal intent stem from childhood. Yet from reading and generalizing my assessments this last quarter, I have gained a deeper understanding that not everyone’s mental capacity is wired the same. And to answer the question proposed earlier, mental abnormalities of criminal intent do not always originate from childhood.
Outward appearances cannot reveal what lurks behind a person’s quiet facade. No one can hear the thoughts of another. We can only hope the intellect chooses good objectives, while the darkness of the mind remains sealed.
Numerous serial killers share similar incentives. Many commit murder at the command of imagined internal or external voices which they perceive to be real. Paraphrased 03/30/21 Kemymalia.
It is appalling to consider that people of faith are statistically more likely to be murderers than atheists. Yes, it is a known fact.
This three part essay is based on previous case files I oversaw and read in my last scholastic quarter. I assumed these files would challenge my faith and lead me toward maternal reasoning instead of professional counseling.
I am in the throne of my profession and have witnessed in group therapy sessions as a psychology majoring student the mindsets of actual human beings who appear normal, beautiful, handsome on the outside. As stated earlier, no one can hear the mind of others.
Therefore, do religious tendencies play a significant role in the lives of many serial killers and murderers.
Part Three will clarify that question in detail and explore Genesis verses so you may understand my conclusions in their entirety.
We are only connected by words here. If you suspect someone is suffering in silence, inbox them if you feel comfortable, and inquire politely if they are alright. Human compassion goes a long way. From the dialogue I hear every Monday in my Behavioral Studies, from the mouths of darkened mentalities, there lies a thin line between evil and madness. It makes me think deeply. Do people like this truly exist and walk among society. This life is not prime time. This is your mind. Such a beautiful enlightenment, and the damages it can undergo are simply amazing. Take care of it at all cost.
Until our voices echo in beautiful union on the sacred helm of the wind, stay attuned to your inner chakras and always stay mentally attuned.
Kemymalia (Director Of Nursing)
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This was written back in 2021; I was cleaning out my desk, and I thought I would share it here... time sure does fly
