Bottoms Up

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life

I watch her pour 8 ounces of elixir

I would give anything to fix her

Though I try she screams from inside

“LET ME DIE”

But why, why should I let you die?

Why should I step aside while you rot inside?

Pickling and fermenting your sick mind

Pouring the life out of you sickening mine

 Still you unscrew and remind and whine

Pouring cussing and slurring all the time

Save you I try but still you want to die and I

Need you to tell me why you are still alive

Why have you not died though you’ve tried?

All of the countless sleepless nights

All the fights Bright flashing lights

Black and whites Sleepless nights

Still you wake like nothing happened

As if it should be forgotten just to be repeated

Rehashed and reheated like it could be deleted

Bottomless is your pit There is nothing to hit

In you there’s no quit till your box is pine

I’m drained like the empty bottles I find

That you leave behind

 I have to let you know that I won’t let you go

Others have turned their backs to you

I’m still facing you and your demons too

There is no end to your begin

You always win in the end

 I smell your rotting Decaying thoughts

I sometimes wish there was a stop to your heart

I don’t sleep I dose it’s hard to keep both eyes closed

Where is your bottom I give up Just Die?

I just lied the truth is just to keep you alive I'm dying inside