Sometimes I give, sometimes I take, sometimes I love, sometimes I hate, sometimes I grieve, sometimes I pray, sometimes she leave, sometimes I stay, sometimes I win, sometimes I lose, sometimes I'm forced, sometimes I choose, sometimes I'm nice, sometimes I'm rude, sometimes I really don't know what to do, sometimes I'm confused, sometime I'm sure, sometimes I'm sick, sometimes I'm cured, sometimes I'm stuck, sometimes I'm free, sometimes I'm a stranger, sometimes I'm me, sometimes I'm blind, sometimes I see, and sometimes I can hardly even breathe, sometimes I'm strong, sometimes I'm weak, sometimes I dream but rarely sleep, sometimes I give in, sometimes I try, sometimes I fall, sometimes I rise, sometimes I stress, sometimes I'm fine, sometimes I wonder will I survive.....