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SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO CRAWL
UP IN A CORNER AND DIE
MY LIFE IS TO MUCH TO HANDLE
I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO MANAGE
ANOTHER DAY
LET ALONE ANOTHER SECOND
SOMETIMES I WANT TO TAKE A RAZOR
AND SLIT MY WRIST
WATCHING THE BLOOD BLEED OUT
BEAUSE I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE
SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD A GUN
TO BLOW MY BRAINS OUT
SO MUCH PRESSURE I FEEL THAT'S THE ONLY WAY TO LET IT OUT
SOMETIMES I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH
AND SWIM IN THE OCEAN
THING IS I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
SOMETIMES I WANT TO JUMP
OFF A BUILDING
ENDING UP ON THE EVENING NEWS
DEALING DAY TO DAY JUST GIVES ME THE BLUES
SOMETIMES AT NIGHT I CRY MY EYES OUT
I FEEL NO ONE CARES
OR REALLY KNOWS WHAT MY STRUGGLES IS ALL ABOUT
I KNOW LIFE ISN'T SUPPOSE TO BE PICTURE PERFECT
BUT DAMN
I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE BASICS OF HAPPINESS
SOMETIMES I WISH THINGS WERE DIDFFERENT
OR THAT I COULD GO BACK INTO TIME AND CHANGE THINGS
SOMETIMES I WISH MY LIFE HAD MORE STRUCTURE
I'M JUST A GO WITH THE FLOW KIND OF GIRL
EVERYTIME THE WIND BLOWS IM READY TO GO
BAGS PACKED
NOT EVEN A SECOND THOUGHT
NOT EVEN A SLIGHT THOUGHT OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY ACTIONS
I WISH THINGS WOULD FALL BACK INTO PLACE
03/06/10
