The Promises Are Over....

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 Ive been listening to the same song on repeat for hours, thinking was it all in vain…
What is it about cryin in the shower? Like the water will wash away all the pain…
I know she gets off work in a few, but its not like shes comin home to me…
Even though the break up was her fault, I still feel like it was a mistake to leave…
I guess its for the best and all, jump to my phone when it rings, hoping I will hear her ringtone…
I havent ate, staying up late, wont talk to anybody and I wont leave home…
Like im goin to hear her key enter my door, still cant believe she doesn’t love me anymore…
F*ck it, grab the bottle of alcohol like a samurai reaching for his sword…
Jus before he commits suicide outta shame, I gave her damn near a decade…
She gave me herto kiss plus a heart full of pain and headaches…
Every memory of us becomes my nightmares, her voice in my night terrors…
And my pride was just fine until she decided to put a knife there…
Standing in my room thinking, we used to make love and now we fight here…
instead of communication and dedication, she decided to leave me right here…
With no real explanation, no closure, no real apology, just cold shoulders…
No love everlasting, no remorse, I guess the promises are over…