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Fear of Love (Chains I)

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After all, the pain replayed in my heart seems pretty permanent 

Hard to let go of the past you live in, isn't it Malcolm?

You seem to favor being caught up in lies, 

In a webwork you allowed your shadows to spin

When she appears you freeze you froze you forget

Life is reaching out to you again, begging you

To remember, that you are loved

You always are loved, no matter what the circumstance

Love is not something you see, but feel

But why can't I...?

Why can't I feel anything anymore?

Hollow, like

An eggshell. Or... 

... an echochamber

When I see you, I feel invisible

Lost and found and lost again

I cast a spell on myself, I think

Damnit

Newfound powers backfiring

Be careful what you wish for

How do I open my heart again? 

I don't want this anymore

I don't care about power or the war or fighting or ascending

I just want my peace

I want to appreciate the world again

Innocence

I want to be fearless

I want to sweep you off your feet, just like I used to

God, I was good at it too

I loved it

I still love it

Don't you?

Fear, doubt, and disbelief as Morpheus said

Those are the chains

They hold me back

I hope we win

I hope the whole world wakes up one day

I hope, I hope

*** fear, *** it

God I'm almost there, aren't I?

"You've got to pay attention to the signs"

"When life reaches out to you

Its a sin not to reach back"

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Deep!!!

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