A thin line between love and hate

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  It's a thin line between love and hate... so why do we keep trying to make things work ? they say actions speak louder than words , so why do you continue to show me you don't care , but then when I try to leave ... you beggin' me to stay ?? it's our emotions that keeps us from leaving..... it's the words you say to me that make me second guess ending this relationship. It hurts to stay , and it hurts even more if I leave . I love you , yes I do... but the speed of the wind , and the way the sun is setting... keeps tellin me I don't . I'm confused because we started young , but this whole "growing old together" doesn't fit the equation I keep on trying to solve. It this just a silly game that forces you to act this way ? you see the many questions I have for you... and you can't answer either one. it's the way I sound , how my body is reacting ,  and how I look at you that's got you speechless. you can't face me , the other one who  has your heart and would go crazy if she ever let it go , the other one who cares for you SO MUCH that it only blinds you and not her because she's ready to love you. she's ready to give you her all and only hopes  that you will do the same. you go out late nights , and try to find somebody that looks like me , somebody that sounds likes me , but when you come home ... you find that nobody compares to me. you don't understand .. so you try to hide my "other half" inside of your bedsheets and covers .. but come on baby she looks just like me ! read between my lines ... see deeper into what I need you to realize , instead of you wanting to imagine what It is on the other side . I see you trying to plagiarize me with another , so I laugh ... hoping that by now you would OPEN YOUR EYES AND UNDERSTAND .. you can never get over this without first COSULTING THE BLUEPRINT ! ...