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Confusion between
Childhood and adulthood
I walk the fast lane
Subconsciously trying to confide
Out in the world
Wanted to be recognize
Testing the limits in anticipation
Losing both parents at young age
Was very devastated
My aunt did all she can do
Provide financially
Being there Emotionally physically was missing
Never said " l love you"
No hugs and kisses
Just do chores
Spending weeks on punishment
Cause I fail to listen
Trying to get her to understand
I miss being nurture
She couldn't relate
An unease of palpitation
Attempting to escape
Sustain this heart
She won't help regulate
Different dimension
Bad ended dialogue
All forgotten warm cloth touch
All missing one word
That is ...... Love !!!
