Why do I miss You?

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Sometimes I miss you

I don't really know why

Its like when we were together time would fly

Late night meetings

After club spot

Call me at 4 o'clock

Tell me to leave the door unlocked

It wasn't love

I guess lust is what you called it

It was never emotional only physical so to speak

No kissing, no hugging, no love, no feelings

So why do I miss you

We didn't talk everyday

We never went out on a date

I never met your friends

I never met your family

Sometimes I felt like you were ashamed of me because I didn't have the perfect body

That coke bottle shape, a single mother

Was that something you couldn't take?

I was just a little secret

At night we would lay

And when the Sun would rise you would leave

And my heart would skip a beat

And my soul would feel empty

And i knew i couldn't tell you because you didn't feel the same

And i didn't wanna embarrass myself

Hell, I already felt like a fool

Laying down with a man who didn't love me

Who didn't care about me at all

Well I guess that's what it seemed

So why do I miss you

Lying to myself saying feelings would grow

But they never did and they never would

Because to you I was nothing more than a night of pleasure

That caused me pain

Yet you were always a simple dude

A real woman you could never see

Playing games and clubbing, running around in these streets

No real responsibility

No place of your own

Just a lil boy pretending to be a man

But understand just how bad i felt wishing it was something much more than what it was

And i don't even know why

And I don't even know how

Because it makes no sense

But yet and still the feeling is real

I miss you