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Giving myself up to you
Feeling like this is the right thing
To do
Refilling this empty space
Retracing the same pattern
Falling and climbing and
Getting back up to you
Falling for the same man in 03"
That's sad
I'm looking at the same man
Still in his teens
My mind and my heart trying to compromise
My heart always win
But
My mind always replays
The lying and cheating
Even flash images of you and
Your kids
You say I'm your first love
Your one and only
One minute your here
Then you disowning me
These intention are magnetic
I fought every footsteps
Hoping this is the right direction
What I seek is seeking through you
What I know
You the pass that isn't grasping my future
What I can't understand
Dreams are journey
The man trap deceit web
Imperfect lost keeps
