i miss you lashelle

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first love

Is it?... is it okay if I talk to you on some real ? When ever I see a picture of you my heart races we haven't seen each other in three years. I wonder if you even think about me? truth is I try not to think about you it's unhealthy really. a part of me in my heart misses you dearly. the dreams I had about you faded away & the thoughts about you seem further and futher away I don't want to forget about you nor do I want to forget about us an what we had but its hard not to forget when you don't keep in contact with me the sparks are still there I believe it could just be a one sided feeling there is no doubt in my mind that if we saw each other the love would still be there as if it never left to begin with in all honsty since I'm being honest I just wanna cry right now you didn't have to leave I didn't have to leave I was the one coming to your house at 10 o clocc at night to checc on you and tell you I love you it's just...it's just unfair all the time we invested into our relationship just for it all to go down the drain you moved in search of independence & I moved in search of a better education so why is it we had great Intentions and why is it we ended up falling apart like a miss guided shooting star you wanna know the Irony about having scars the physical one's don't hurt as much as the emotional scars that the people we love give to us