I feel lost. I'm feeling frustrated. I feel like I am running but my movements are taking me nowhere. They say it's insanity to expect different results when you complete the same actions over...and over...and...over again. I feel insane. My future looks bleak. Even my binoculars only see a foot in front of me. Am I going nowhere? I feel complacent and confused. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I barely know my own name. The world is moving along side me but I'm stationed here. I feel paralyzed...