Darkness within

The root of love is not family in some cases

I send healing

I do not wish you pain
It is not who I am
It is not my fault
Although I took a lot a blame
You took away possibility
I called sisterhood
I guess sharing the same Dna
Is not automatic when it comes to love
Clearly there was never no respect to love
Love does not belittle
Love does not physically cause harm
The role of jealous hurt person
Would rather inflict pain on others
BUT you see
I Refuse to be the product of your pain
Before I didn't
I thought I could build on pain
I stumble every time I created a structure
I Force myself thinking you changed
You proved me right
When you approach me the same
with no regrets of your slit throat words
And unapologetic actions

......some people are too toxic
To inhale
...

Return

Today I mourn
For all virgins
Whose innocence
that where stolen
From boys who refused
To return back to sender
These same boys grow into
A beautiful thing that carries ugly
Outcomes Walking away as if nothing ever happened ....

Honesty in a lie

Honesty in a lie

Truthfully there is honesty in a lie
I honesty have to lie to
spare your feelings
For my selfish needs
I'm too laid back to stand up
To give you honesty
I'm too comfortable too laid back
To give you stand up part of me
I'm comfortable enough to
Have you for my own benefits
So I gave you a new version of an outdated version
Of what you used to deal with
So I turned your dreams into a reality
To only reveal a nightmare
I'm the same monster that appeared before
I told you I love you like the others did before
I told I would never hurt you
but I'm only hurting you more
I can't lie i kinda like you more than I think
But just like you I'm broken
I'm only hurting the one I should not be hurting
I guess a piece of me is still with the one before you
Tha...

I just knew

I Just knew

I knew this was love
When he said
My love for you do not have a Expiration date
My yesterday may not be here
But today my heart pumps a war
A beat content with loving you
Your beauty is my landscape resting in my eyes
Where the sun and moon plays
Ping pong
My heart is bruised for
Always having you in my arms
My fingers in chaos with your natural curls
In hopes of never escaping
Just the sight of you invade my privacy Your a beauty within itself
Running away is not an option
Every time I look for you
You arrive like the sun Evens a broken man can find a piece to his heart

The torture of love

The torture of love

Something that seem forever
Like A Pairing heartbeat
Simply to be impaired by love
But now sinking in destruction
Trying to find peace in search of
Old Memories to keep the history alive
In between time
somewhere love bloom
But darkness is lured and
Drains sunshine out of the love that
was once filled
Somehow the kisses become makeup
Smudge in a napkin
Without the worth of being redone
The time spent has become
The dying leaves fallen waiting to be rake
For the next season to arrive
Nostalgia sets in

You didn't discover you recreated me

You suck the love out of me
You knew the love was there
You handed me the pieces that were broken
Then you mold it

You gave me reasons to love again

Thieves without masks

          It may seems 
          Like you won the fight 
          What is a fight if he renege  
           You're left sweating 
           Standing alone 
grasping For air 
His kisses were your revival 
To you're broken home 
        When I mean home 
        I mean your heart 
        The  door you left open for 
Him to  care enough
To make effort to do the right things 
         Instead of the right guest 
         You got yourself a thief  
         He took your welcome 
The time you did not hesitate...

heartbroken

Heartbroken
Is when you're standing On your own pieces
Crushing it even more
The more you think about it
You suffer more
You pray your heart stops
So you do not feel no more
So you cry
Til u Hesitate to breathe
Until your wound
poured out what you thought was love
Until you erase the face that abandoned your soul
You tried to pack away all the thinking that comes with it
But the hurting haunts you
So you ask for love to
return so it doesn't hurts you anymore ......

Heartbroken is mending the pieces alone
While trying to buried emotions

Self love

Self love

Self love is mornings
In the mirror
You may not feel pretty
But theirs
Someone who knows you just as pretty
In the afternoon

Self love is
Finding peace
When vitals are chaos

Self love is
Being the bandage
Devouring in scars
Knowing they would eventually heal

.......loving u is the🔑

The heart

Your the instrument
That gets played over a million times

If u listen carefully
The lyrics is just for you

The Heart