Love War

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you want me I want you but we allow our pride to get in the way not wanting to be the first to break becoming vulnerable giving the other leverage to take advantage to afraid to surrender for fear the other will walk away so we build up our walls guarding our heart for dear life we load our cannons when we speak we shoot verbal bullets wounding one another trying to retaliate the irrational behaviors towards one another trying to cope with the fact that we are not together we turn to meaningless endeavors attempting to convince ourselves we are happy ignoring the voice in our head telling us to quit the games and make our family work our pride wont let us we're to hurt no matter how much time has passed our transgressions have not been properly addressed so we constantly fuss and fight because we cant get it right no matter how many times we go back and fourth we're tired of the short stints where everything is all good and we smile in each other's faces when we're hurting inside don't want to bring up the past so we pretend nothing happened covering our problems up like they will eventually go away and they won't its the first thing regurgitated in a argument a dose of reality we weren't ready for daggers to the heart that puncture straight thorough taking our breath away reliving the life we felt was all so perfect it hurts hurts like hell and I cant tell if we will get back together again we open old wounds every time we talk I cant have a regular conversation because I'm thinking of the way things use to be they we're perfect but at least we were both there trying to make it work and what hurts the most is I cant cut you off get you out of my life like all the other guys who didn't work out with me we are tied together for life I hope we can get it right some time soon just to be civil with one another ...