How bad do I want it?
So bad that it hurts so good
Hunger pains disturb my sleep
Interrupts my dreams
Waking up with cramps
Cold sweats
Flu like symptoms
Feeling like fever
So close to death
The room is spinning
It causes me to induce vomiting
Then blackout into a coma
For a few hours
I've officially died
That's how bad I wanted it