Realization

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life

Looking for the well hidden truth
Escapes my lips
That I missed the way
We use to be
The way I was meant to be
I lost that somewhere in history
It didn’t make me think
What I was doing to you
Almost everyday
I wanted the pain to go away
Shedding a tear from my eye
I was blinded by denial
The unspoken transitional chapter
Of my life
Thinking inside
I won’t survive
Feeling like a corpse that was alive
Anger strengthen my might
Binding my fight
Struggle to move
My body went through a mood
Screaming all the time
Irrational mind
Tortured inside
Trying to hide
I ask for forgiveness
I’m willing cast away those feeling
Let’s start from the beginning
When it was just us
Nothing but trust
Leave my baggage at the trashcan
Hoping to live again
Hand in hand
You were like my best friend
I will admit that at the time I was sick
Fighting to get to the surface
On the other side grass was greener
Turf feels better
Softer, relaxes my soul
When I’m with you I’m never exposed
Blocked from the cold of my chilling heart
I found the switch and it twitched
My soul ready to start
Love is not without struggle
But struggle don’t have to suffer
I’m getting tougher
I know what I’m about
No negativity from my mouth
I look you at you
You look at me
This animosity is history
Hopefully