Drunk.

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They say I have a habit , I don't wanna stop

I'm addicted to sippin bc it clears my thoughts

It numbs Em down and makes it easier not to give a ***

Makes me do the one thing I can't do and thats trust

And believe that ill amount to something

The lies I tell myself as I'm guzzling

So use to failure got me feeling like I'm winning

Can go a few days but after while I need my dose

That leaves me in heaven but in the mornin comatose

Being sober sounds like a nightmare I ain't ready for that

Facing myself in the mirror I'm not prepared for that

Not remembering what I did the night before im not so proud of

Living with the fact I'm walking dead is hard enough

Call this my cry for help

Don't need nobody I need myself

But I'm on the mainline no dial tone

Who to call on?

If they don't love me when I'm at rock bottom how can I expect them to ever give a fck about me... Ill drink till I think of something