Not the Same

Why am I so afraid of life,

I knowwhat I'm capable of,

My powers,

I'm an unstoppable human,

But in this ludicrous of a world,

I feel like I'm nothing,

But a dirty penny,

For people to step on or pass by,

Suitable to breathe freely in the dark,

Stuffy during the beautiful daylight,

But what does that mean for me,

More comfortable in the dark,

Always hiding,

Being my own shadow,

Does that outshine me being worthless,

Did he ever care about me,

What am I,

The impossible I,

What the hell is happening to me,

Am I turning into a mortal?,

I want to stay above this,

All this b.s,

Let me be different,

Just until I take my last breath.