My pain is so deep, my pain is so wide,
My hurts are so large, I have nowhere to hide.
My anger has eaten away at my heart,
it doesn't seem possible to make love restart.
I can't accept you the way that you are,
All the broken promises have gone to far.
And what I'm suffering,has hit me in a flash,
It's fierce and it's forceful and it's called backlash.
I need someone who can share with me
And not feel threatened so easily
Someone who gives willingly from a sense of desire,
Not from guilt or remorse or feelings of ire.
Someone with goals as part of the dream
To function in synch, to be part of a team
To translate words into actions and deed
Replacing denial with honesty, oh how I need.
I want to run, I want to stay
When will this conflict go away?
I don't know where I'll go from here
But it has to be bettern than what's been there........