After Midnight Pain: (Breaking Up)

My pain is so deep, my pain is so wide,

My hurts are so large, I have nowhere to hide.

My anger has eaten away at my heart,

it doesn't seem possible to make love  restart.

I can't accept you the way that you are,

All the broken promises have gone to far.

And what I'm suffering,has hit me in a flash,

It's fierce and it's forceful and it's called backlash.

I need someone who can share with me

And not feel threatened so easily

Someone who gives willingly from a sense of desire,

Not from guilt or remorse or feelings of ire.

Someone with goals as part of the dream

To function in synch, to be part of a team

To translate words into actions and deed

Replacing denial with honesty, oh how I need.

I want to run, I want to stay

When will this conflict go away?

I don't know where I'll go from here

But it has to be bettern than what's been there........